This is the first time I weep in college. Actually, I felt so awfully to reveal my emotion, I wanted to hide, but I failed.
I knew is my fault to be late on our meeting, and I deserved to be the trifle. I am the least important person in our drama, am I ? Though I had no job before, my first mission still made me feel comfort. So I recited my lines and wanted to perform well. I knew I dont have important job in our drama, so I tried my best to help you and give you suggestion. Because I not that kind of one who will be happy if no job. So I nearly every single meeting that I attend except for one time that I was sick.
Perparing literature drama took us great deal of time, and nearly everyday we all had to show on. So who won't feel stressful? And this is the explotion of myself, cause I raise my hand to read my line, but I was be skipped. That's really hurt me, I tried my best to help , I don't want to do nothing, still , nobody noticed me. So I cried, I cried for exhuasted , am I the least important one in this play? Where's my effort? Are there all unimportant? I was still be skipped. I felt so terrible and sad, cause I still didn't make you change your mind.
Mother , Mother, I miss you, I feel so stressful that I got the horribly dizzy again, so I can't move quickly or I would throw out. This strange disease made me uncomfortable, but life still going on. I still have to do my job, go to school, trains my World Games translation job. OOOOOOOOOOOH! How many jobs that I have to do in one month, and I still dizzy, I can't sleep. Terrible terrible terrible........................................ I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to cry.